musing idly…
September 27, 2006
Filed under: Ranting — Leeya @ 9:28 pm

Lately, I’ve lacked the motivation to work. I’ve had this gnawing feeling before at my previous company and as a result, I ended up quitting a couple of weeks later. It wasn’t that I disliked my co-workers or my work per se. I had completely lost interest and became sorely disenchanted with my job.

I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Supposedly, I should be happy where I’m at. My job is easy peasy, I get along great with all of my co-workers, and I adore my managers…every single one of them. So what’s wrong? Maybe I just need a new challenge, a new environment, a new something… Whatever it is, I sincerely hope I can pull myself out of this funk. Because before work was just an option whereas now it’s an obligation.

September 18, 2006
Filed under: Song of the Day — Leeya @ 9:23 am

I just love the newer version of this song with the male vocals.


ATB - Let U Go (2005 Reworked)
Album: Seven Years: 1998-2005

I’ve been to all the familiar places
I’ve been running like a sentence
Never begun
I’ve been looking for a way to let you know

I’ve got nothing left to fill the spaces
I’ve got nothing but a center coming undone
I’ve been doing circles and it shows…it shows

Every cloud in the sky
Every place that I hide
Tell me that I,
I was wrong to let u go

Every sounds that I hear
Every thoughts that I fear
Tell me that I,
I was wrong
I was wrong to let u go

It’s the little things that make you crazy
Like the thought of someone touching your skin
I can see you everywhere I go…I go

You could be inside a sea of faces
It could be the rumor of your grin
Swimming the river as it flows…it flows

Every cloud in the sky
Every place that I hide
Tell me that I,
I was wrong to let u go

Every sounds that I hear
Every thoughts that I fear
Tell me that I,
I was wrong
I was wrong to let u go

August 11, 2006
Filed under: Song of the Day, Random Thoughts — Leeya @ 2:18 pm

I’ve been daydreaming a lot lately. Mostly about why there aren’t any really good sci-fi/fantasy movies out these days. Something like Serenity—only more intense, darker, and with a better story line. Considering how advanced CG animation has become these days, why not unleash our imagination?

Since my current job is on the brink of major changes, I think it’s finally time for me to explore other options and career opportunities. If I have a choice, it would be to join the entertainment industry. Not as an entertainer per se but as a creator/producer of such.

If time and money permit, I would definitely go back to school and aggressively pursue a degree in computer graphics. I have a pretty creative imagination…it would be nice to see it comes to life. Although, what I have in mind may take years to learn and many more years to develop. PDB had suggested that I learn through reading books first to see if it’s truly something I’m passionate about. I just hope I won’t get easily bored or discouraged too quickly.

I really think sounds are the perfect tool to develop your imagination. I get an abundance of beautiful imageries from listening to this…

Markus Schulz feat. Departure: Without You Near (Coldharbour Mix)
Album: Without You Near

Is it wise to say
While the other’s waiting
She’s contemplating you
Another passes by the door

Any other day
You just look around and
All you see is gone
All you see is gone

How can you sit there watching
Someone else?
How can you sit there (sit there watching)

Faint without you near
Lonely down here

It’s a little bit lonely for me
It’s a little bit faint without you near
Without you near

August 10, 2006
Filed under: Something Funny — Leeya @ 2:16 pm

I got this from Cyndi today, and I couldn’t resist…

Sing it with attitude. You go girl!

http://www.youtube.com/v/Ms6BtRYMtpw

July 27, 2006
Filed under: What's New — Leeya @ 3:27 pm

I absolutely love my new Irregular Choice shoes. They’re what Greg had called “clown” shoes. By appearance, they look somewhat odd…but the minute I tried them on, I was in love. My first choice of course was green/purple. But after raiding every Nordstrom within the 60 mile radius, I was forced to go with the second choice—pink/gold since that was the last one left with my size.

After wearing it many times now, I still get giddy wearing them. They’re so comfortable and adorable looking, I keep looking down at them whenever I walk in them. Even the cute little clopping sound they make when I walk makes me smile. I honestly never thought that a pair of shoes can make me this happy. :D

July 18, 2006
Filed under: Song of the Day — Leeya @ 8:40 pm

I love this song. But it won’t be long before the radio ruins it for me through overplaying.


Gnarls Barkley: Crazy
Album: St. Elsewhere

I remember when
I remember
I remember when I lost my mind
There was something so pleasant about that phase

Even your emotions had an echo
In so much space

Mmm?

And when you’re out there
Without care
Yeah, I was out of touch
But it wasn’t because I didn’t know enough
I just knew too much

Mmm?

Does that make me crazy
Does that make me crazy
Does that make me crazy
Probably

And I hope that you are having the time of your life
But think twice
That’s my only advice

Mmm?

Come on now
Who do you
Who do you
Who do you
Who do you think you are
Ha ha ha
Bless your soul
You really think you’re in control

Well
I think you’re crazy
I think you’re crazy
I think you’re crazy
Just like me

My heroes had the heart
To live their lives out on the limb
And all I remember
Is thinking I wanna be like them

Mmm?

Ever since I was little
Ever since I was little it looked like fun
It was no coincidence I’ve come
And I can die when I’m done

But maybe I’m crazy
But maybe you’re crazy
Maybe we’re crazy
Probably

Aaah…ooooh…

July 17, 2006
Filed under: Random Photos — Leeya @ 3:08 pm

Does this or does this not look like Barbie & Ken dolls?

July 11, 2006
Filed under: What's New — Leeya @ 3:29 pm

Right now I’m trying to determine what the heck I ate/drank yesterday to have caused my pee to smell like a skunk.

Seriously…this morning I was in the restroom at work when I encountered a faint skunky smell while peeing. I immediately thought someone in a few stalls away from me was passing skunk-like gas. As I finished peeing, the smell became more potent so I quickly got out. Once out, I noticed that the stalls were all empty. Then I thought maybe a skunk had fallen into our ventilator. I was going to report this to our office manager.

Just a moment ago, I went to the restroom again to pee. When I got in, there were no skunk smell. I thought maybe whatever got caught in the ventilation managed to get itself out. But as I started to pee, the smell came back. As I got up and turn to face the toilet, the smell punched me right in the face. What the hell?! My pee has never smell like that before…even if I ate loads of asparagus.

Now I know what y’all thinking… And the answer is…NO I did not fart while I pee…and yes I’m sure. :P

July 10, 2006
Filed under: Stupidity is Limitless — Leeya @ 12:11 pm

I ate cereal with a fork today.
Pour salt into my coffee…again.

Filed under: Stupidity is Limitless — Leeya @ 12:03 pm

A reminder that we’re all stupid…sometime. :P

“Stupid is as stupid does”

They say there’s a sucker born every minute… I was born a minute after that sucker. :P

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