Lately, I’ve lacked the motivation to work. I’ve had this gnawing feeling before at my previous company and as a result, I ended up quitting a couple of weeks later. It wasn’t that I disliked my co-workers or my work per se. I had completely lost interest and became sorely disenchanted with my job.

I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Supposedly, I should be happy where I’m at. My job is easy peasy, I get along great with all of my co-workers, and I adore my managers…every single one of them. So what’s wrong? Maybe I just need a new challenge, a new environment, a new something… Whatever it is, I sincerely hope I can pull myself out of this funk. Because before work was just an option whereas now it’s an obligation.

I just love the newer version of this song with the male vocals.

ATB - Let U Go (2005 Reworked)
Album: Seven Years: 1998-2005

I’ve been to all the familiar places
I’ve been running like a sentence
Never begun
I’ve been looking for a way to let you know

Every sounds that I hear
Every thoughts that I fear
Tell me that I,
I was wrong
I was wrong to let u go

I’ve been daydreaming a lot lately. Mostly about why there aren’t any really good sci-fi/fantasy movies out these days. Something like Serenity—only more intense, darker, and with a better story line. Considering how advanced CG animation has become these days, why not unleash our imagination?

Since my current job is on the brink of major changes, I think it’s finally time for me to explore other options and career opportunities. If I have a choice, it would be to join the entertainment industry. Not as an entertainer per se but as a creator/producer of such.

If time and money permit, I would definitely go back to school and aggressively pursue a degree in computer graphics. I have a pretty creative imagination…it would be nice to see it comes to life. Although, what I have in mind may take years to learn and many more years to develop. PDB had suggested that I learn through reading books first to see if it’s truly something I’m passionate about. I just hope I won’t get easily bored or discouraged too quickly.

I really think sounds are the perfect tool to develop your imagination. I get an abundance of beautiful imageries from listening to this…

Markus Schulz feat. Departure: Without You Near (Coldharbour Mix)
Album: Without You Near

Is it wise to say
While the other’s waiting
She’s contemplating you
Another passes by the door

It’s a little bit lonely for me
It’s a little bit faint without you near
Without you near

I got this from Cyndi today, and I couldn’t resist…

Sing it with attitude. You go girl!

http://www.youtube.com/v/Ms6BtRYMtpw

I absolutely love my new Irregular Choice shoes. They’re what Greg had called “clown” shoes. By appearance, they look somewhat odd…but the minute I tried them on, I was in love. My first choice of course was green/purple. But after raiding every Nordstrom within the 60 mile radius, I was forced to go with the second choice—pink/gold since that was the last one left with my size.

After wearing it many times now, I still get giddy wearing them. They’re so comfortable and adorable looking, I keep looking down at them whenever I walk in them. Even the cute little clopping sound they make when I walk makes me smile. I honestly never thought that a pair of shoes can make me this happy.

I love this song. But it won’t be long before the radio ruins it for me through overplaying.

Gnarls Barkley: Crazy
Album: St. Elsewhere

I remember when
I remember
I remember when I lost my mind
There was something so pleasant about that phase

Aaah…ooooh…

Does this or does this not look like Barbie & Ken dolls?

Right now I’m trying to determine what the heck I ate/drank yesterday to have caused my pee to smell like a skunk.

Seriously…this morning I was in the restroom at work when I encountered a faint skunky smell while peeing. I immediately thought someone in a few stalls away from me was passing skunk-like gas. As I finished peeing, the smell became more potent so I quickly got out. Once out, I noticed that the stalls were all empty. Then I thought maybe a skunk had fallen into our ventilator. I was going to report this to our office manager.

Just a moment ago, I went to the restroom again to pee. When I got in, there were no skunk smell. I thought maybe whatever got caught in the ventilation managed to get itself out. But as I started to pee, the smell came back. As I got up and turn to face the toilet, the smell punched me right in the face. What the hell?! My pee has never smell like that before…even if I ate loads of asparagus.

Now I know what y’all thinking… And the answer is…NO I did not fart while I pee…and yes I’m sure.

I ate cereal with a fork today.
Pour salt into my coffee…again.

A reminder that we’re all stupid…sometime.

“Stupid is as stupid does”

They say there’s a sucker born every minute… I was born a minute after that sucker.